Saturday, March 15, 2008
juan rants:
Haiz.
watched survivor and hell's kitchen ytd... been watching these 2 shows every fri for a few wks or so already... the tribe who lost the immunity challenge is super lame... vote off all their strong members so early in the game... sabo joe then vote him off last wk... then nv vote chet who is the weakest member for so many wks... then now joe go off le, chet want to leave... -_- then nearly sabo ozzy... dotz... hmm, wasted chance for jonathan... got off the game becoz of a leg infection... and he's such a great player...
hell's kitchen finale ytd night... 1.5hr special... heather won! whoo! luckily virginia nv win... haha! really happy when the results were announced... heather's hardworking, has the right attitude, is super good at service and she's really gd at communicating with every1 in her team... lol, she really deserved her win sia... haha... chef ramsay is cool too!
went to training today... reach sch at around 10am... received my new soma saker I tab... hmm, the color is gold, but it looks more orangery to me... a bit too big too... shld had gotten XS instead... put on extender, v-bar and side stabs today too... borrowed dr's v-bar and side stabs... yan's v-bar bolt and her extender... hmm... dr lost his extender so can't lend me... lol, hope u find it soon! soma tab was ok, finger placement really very consistent when using... the new stab system was quite nice to shoot... very stable but swing really very little now... but still not used to the weight of the added stabs... haiz... can't even clicked to shoot properly or to complete an end... sian... very demoralised... shooting worst then a noob now...
went to the food fair at suntec with dad and sis... ate lots and lots of food... scallop with salad... satay... (fake) shark's fin soup... spicy wings... a bit of soya ice cream... etc... dotz... bought some stuff back... went to eat andersen's ice cream a while later too... the rum & raisin flavor is very interesting... then the macadamia flavor quite nice... so... at the end of everything... now super full...
now feeling super sian... been feeling like this most of the time today... haiz... no mood at all... everything sucks... im not gd at anything at all... i excel at nothing at all... not gd in studies... slow in learning at work... suck at archery no matter how much effort or time i spend or how early i start learning sumthin 1st... no progress even after so much training... bad at managing frenships... then even rubik's also so lousy... dotz... seriously... what the hell am i doing sia... haiz...
signing off...
Juan sighed @ 9:38 PM ...
