Happy Chinese New Year every1!!! =D

lol... another cny... lol... routine stuff each year... but its still great... family rocks... lol, no matter what they do... how they irritate u occasionally... but they will always be there for u... haha... waiting for u when they themselves are so super tired... taking care of u... making u laugh... giving u the best food... always being there when it matters... forgiving u when the time comes and when both sides discover that those small issues doesn't really matter after all... funny how i can find such values in some of the peeps i know outside my own personal family... =]...

the only regret i have each yr?... not having an actual best fren... just many good friends who are always there for me... just depending on only whether i want to let them in... into my emo world... dumb me... haha... i shld be contented... but im not... every1 still needs a best fren... a close fren... who u can share anything with... haha... im being childish again...

however... there are always disappointments... haiz... hypocrites... why ask so much and pretend that u want to know when actually ur just asking for fun? is that all u know? not replying? why pretend to treat me so well in front of the others and calling me by the term? dot... im going to spoil my own mood again... haiz... really disappointing... and i thought the concern was real...

going back to my novel... to the safe world it creates... haha...

an excerpt taken from the current book im reading...
False Memory by Dean Koontz... one of my fave authors...
"People love you, they have expectations, and then you have responsibilities."

how true it is...
having more expectations from the ppl u love...
that's not being (too) selfish isn't it...

signing off...
Juan sighed @ 11:25 PM ...

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ACE Side Stabs
Soma Saker I Size XS Finger Tab
Soma Top Stab w Damper & Weight
Portable HD
Adidas Soccer Shoes (Archery)
Asics Running Shoes
Bottle thanks gl!
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Black Crumpler Hee-goer [laptop]
Havaianas Slippers
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Digital Sports Watch w Plastic Strap [running] thanks seoks, lz, jackling, kent, chew wai! :D
DSLR - Nikon D90
Black Crumpler Industry Disgrace [camera strap]
Black Crumpler Western Lawn
Black Havaianas Fit

Wallet [Cool, Compact]
Card Holder?
Watch (for work & to withstand drops & hard knocks)
Compact (Panasonic Lumix DMC-LX5)
New Badminton Racket
Badminton Shoes
Hoody Jacket
Guitar
Rest
Plunger
Soma Quiver
and many many more...

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- driving
- badminton
- bowling
- roller blading
- archery (again)
- swimming
- kayaking
- guitar
- frisbee
- muay thai
- ice skating

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• Addicted To Almond
• The Accenture Side
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• Many 1st's Part II...
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• Birthdays, Presents & Such
• Beancurd At The Stairs
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