Sunday, July 11, 2010
juan rants:
lack of slp
watched the world cup semi finals this wk. hahaa, super lack of slp. wed & thurs morning... both at 2.30am... lol. netherlands and spain. finals will be exciting! spain rox lor, confirm win de! and it totally helps that octopus paul agrees as well. LOL. and as usual... 3rd place and finals is on sun & mon morning at 2.30am... guess i'll be slping late again... :P
just finished watching Goal II: Living The Dream on ch5. think im watching too much football nowadays le... haha! been having 2 movie nites for the past 2 weds too. :) The A-Team and Repo Men. maybe despicable me and eclipse next wk too? :D
hmm. but i think i need to apologise for last wed. too emo le... lol. or is it totally ok? or it doesn't matter de? anyway... been quite stressed over work this past wk... too many tasks, too little time... the different grps of ppl constantly asking for their own tasks to be done... then u want me to do which task 1st?? hmm. but on the other hand. i need to deal better with stress. and it definitely didn't help that i was so tired and in a bad mood too. haha.
i also realized that im not having as much fun at work as i used to... haha, im always using my internship as a benchmark... but is it realistic? after all... last time was intern... now perm le. or it shldn't matter de? shld still be able to enjoy what im doing? or maybe becoz as expectations, pressures and responsibilities increase, things change? need to do everything faster. can't afford the time to do it as well as i would had liked it to be? or maybe it's the style of the proj im in now? darn tight deadlines, need to rush to deliver this rush to deliver that... then somemore going live damn soon... we need to go live man! hahaa. so long le... im here for almost 2yrs liao... we
need to go live!!... :) on the positive side, crt phase just ended. hopefully won't need to go upstairs again too soon...
going live also means that aug is approaching... sylvia's last day was ytd. lol, this farewell is not like mike or yc de. she stay darn near to holland v lor. hahaa. confirm still will go out de. for lunch? movie? :) with the rest of the gals! hmm. but. the rest of the gals are also leaving... in a few wks... wt & jaz 1st. then... xy also leaving le...
went for poker nite ytd at jamshir's place. my 1st time playing poker. :) and a pretty exp lesson at that. lost $10.70. actually, more, but daryl gave me his $1+ winnings. he drew even with his $10 buy in. lol. im quite a lousy poker player, but quite fun la. they had southern comfort at jamshir's place too. :D it's not a very common drink actually, quite hard to find it outside. ben poured me a drink with sprite. (ouh, he was the 1 who intro it to me too, at highlander?) haha, not as nice compared to drinking southern comfort with lemonade though. hmm. after that drink, i realized that i really can't drink very well. 1 drink also got effect le?! dotz. or maybe becoz it's been quite long since i last drank...
seems like im going to miss out on wine connection's wine tasting session again... 3/4 of the wines are riesling too... sian...
shall try not to be too emo next wk... haha. ouh yar. valerie made brownies last wkend too. brought some to the office and let me tried it. yummy! haha. :) so nice right?? :D
signing off...
Juan sighed @ 1:06 AM ...
