Thursday, May 29, 2008
juan rants:
Unspoken & Unheard
A Mere Shadow of the Past. At Last Again. Haunted by the Past. And shall always be Living and Trapped in the Past. Trying to Relive it. And to Fail at Last Again.
well. after the srrr, I realized that nothing changed. haha. to go to a compy in a totally unprepared and not ready state... and to fail miserably again. lol. but this compy was in a more interesting venue I suppose. with floor ball, the raft race, rock-climbing and other activities nearby... haiz...
lol... suddenly rmbered a movie I watch back during a weekend, hmm, i think it was a sun. haha.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Holes_%28film%29
this movie was a movie that i watched during the sembawang 07 compy... on the tv that was at the sembawang cc... when i was once in 1 of my lowest, most negative and down moods from my own disappointing results in the compy... haha... hmm, lol, so alone, i sat there emo-ing accompanied by that movie... lol... occasionally i will walk away to cool down... and come back again... lol... quite a nice movie, so left quite an impression on me even when i just watch parts of it... lol, esp becoz i watched it at such an ‘memorable’ point of my life... haha...
lol, so that particular sat or sun... I went to training late just to complete watching the entire movie of ‘Holes’... haha, then in the end really is very nice. haha!
read a few online novels too. haha... had some spare time during last wk. lol... approx 1 bk for every 2days... hmm. a particular bk that i read... Sidney Sheldon’s Rage Of Angels...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rage_of_Angels
hmm... an interesting bk abt organized crime, politics and romance... one of the rare novels which has a sad ending... haiz... really sad sia... a great attorney and super great character wants nothing then to serve justice in the courts... then in the end... all the guys in her life... dotz... lousy sia... 1 decides to go for presidency and the other 1 dun trust her just becoz of a dumb reason... haiz... the cruel tricks that life can play on u... sometimes... even when u try ur very best... its often not gd enough...
signing off...
Juan sighed @ 12:21 PM ...
