Wednesday, June 13, 2007
juan rants:
I NEED MORE TIME!! Haiz/ARGH!!!...
woke up super early today and goin to wake up even more early the next day... sian... sure very tired 1... ltc module 1 at MLT1... not too bad, haha, actually its very funny and quite interesting... the presenters for both sessions all interesting and funny in their own way although some parts a bit boring... lol...
got reception halfway thru the 1st session today... dot... dumb james ate my last egg tart... -_-... during lunch break, i went to train in an attempt to utilise watever training time i had b4 the compy... so... wat resulted from my attempt? i became negative, stressed, super frustrated and nearly broke down... super bad... reasons for nearly breaking down? i dun wan to mention, ppl who were there, the reasons quite obvious actually... jus have to observe more... super bad experience... i jus wanted to train and utilise watever time i have! u all can say wat still got time or got tmr! i dun! i got workshop lar! bloody hell... u think life is in slow motion ar??! dotz...
went back to the module in a super bad mood... but luckily, the topic interesting and presenter also funny... then cheered up a 1/4 thru the 2nd session... went back to shoot after tat... quite high in the beginning but the reality of my lack of form, performance, skill, grouping and time put me back into my default mood again... but not as bad as afternoon... dumb soccer players kope the field... nv see arrow fly b4 ar?! dumb...
lol... saw sumthin super funny after training... haha! didn't noe range can be so big sia! kai can sure make ppl laugh! haha! went to eat dinner, realised 1 particular you mian store in clementi close le! sad lor, the you mian and chilli nice sia, food cheap too... had a funny dinner and post dinner chat with some archers then went home... dot... found another guy who is violent towards girls... dumb... LOL...
today very sian... see every1 got the reddish slight sun burn after training, i super sad sia... haiz... every1 training so hard the whole day for the compy then i go blow air-con... then in the end today barely shoot 50+ arrows... haiz... super not ready... form not there, everything not stable... haiz... then no time to train... plus, i can't bring myself not to be stressed or be relaxed... i just can't... sry... tis compy mean quite a lot to me actually...
signing off with a big haiz...
Juan sighed @ 10:14 PM ...
